September 9, 2009

Philos.

You know, having been above most people in my life taught me something.

Pride.
And with it, all the sins just mixed into one big tasty pot of character, whereby I savour every bit of it and spread it around like a good for nothing soup kitchen. Now I bet you're already lost in my totally meaningless avantgarde narcissism. It's ok, I forgive you.

However, what I want to say here is.
D, you're a great friend and will always be. Infact, you may have been one of the best friend I ever had.
And I know you sense it too that before this, I'm just generally apathetic about this bond,. I just don't feel like hanging out so much, I just choose to be a recluse, than rather to face the problem, I chose to chicken away. The word doubt, ok, now link it to the strength of this friendship.
I know I've placed you in a difficult position where you dunno whether to express your ultimate joy of achieving your goal or sympathize with us who didn't get to celebrate the same success.
I've let my pride swallowed the most important things you can find in life, friendship and loyalty. My own failure of securing that place in the revered institution, suddenly pushed me to come up with a convenient excuse that, "meh, you're just lucky." and I, the awesome I somehow got tricked by that heartless bastard up there, somewhere. Damn you, Neil Armstrong.

But the truth is. NO. You deserved it. And I'm so very proud of you. As a friend, as brothers.


I finally realised after reading some past posts and reminiscence of our good ole' days. You know what, FUCK OUR EGOS. Yeah, fuck mine and fuck yours. Bring back the crazy days, vodka lime, gin and tonic, red wines by the bottles (mugs, hahahaha:FUCKING GOOD) where we just cock talk all the way thru.

Academic life = professional life, PERSONAL LIFE = PERSONAL LIFE.

I hope you get what I'm trying to say here. Haha, you know sometimes how I hate seeing ur sly ass smirk. Don't deny it. ITS TOTALLY (kinda :P)FINE WITH ME. Just so you know. But, don't rub it in too often. Fat ppl are sensitive.HOHOHO.


Breakdown:
D - LSE, London - LAW LLB
(funny thing, the awesomeness of our school's ranking correlates with our wealth)
F- KLS, Canterbury - LAW LLB(emo D:)

Meh. We're still awesome, we're still law students. Well atleast for the moment.Hoho. AND WE'RE STILL GONNA KICKASS.



I'm sorry for having been such an insecure bastard. forgive me?



TO FRIENDSHIP.
you know I will be there at your wedding and funeral, no worries bro, gotcha back.HOHO.




F



p/s: HEY LUNATIC FAT ASS WHO WANTS TO BE RICHER THAN US.
it's on.YARGGHH!!!



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